Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Time



I took this snapshot last May in a make-shift studio during a residency.  This is when I had a chunk of Time to make things.  I saw and bought the book at a library sale the first week I got into town.  I wanted to place it where I'd see it everyday.  In doing so, I would remind myself that Time is a gift (one that I had received in being there). 

Now the picture looks and feels distant.  It is Fall.  I run around working, teaching, seeing people - managing the city and myself.  Most people do it.  It is a wonderful, tiring and energetic frenzy, which is in part the reason I always come back.  A lot gets done in a day.  But it can take away from Time.  Time for working on my work-  in the studio, in writing, in being outside.  Today I decided to make Time after finding this picture again.  I will write four letters after I write here.  I will rest, and attempt to re-set my work on my work mind.

Time is always there.  Long spans of a residency or a day alone in the studio or when an idea happens sitting on a bus.  This is hopeful.  It means the work is always there, always being done.  Maybe not in a physical / tangible way,  but it is present when I am writing imaginary plans, or waking up to record a surreal spacial dream, or making a list of shows I want to see, or bumping into a horrid or beautiful thing.